... of the seven deadly sins, the eighth and most horrid is emotional blackmail ... whilst for this blogger, the only sacred thing is life itself
Sunday, January 18, 2015
Saturday, January 17, 2015
3BT
The weather changes before first light. After leaving Reading in a bitter frost, on passing through Swindon, I see from the early train that the roofs of the terraced houses
and the streets are white with snow.
At the station itself, large flakes of snow whirl around the lamps and settle on the hunched shoulders of the boarding passengers.
In Wiltshire, arriving in the warmth of their cosy little house, i find my daughter and her two sons glowing with vitality and intelligence.
Back at home in time for tea, discovering I have won six pounds and ninety pence on the euromillions.
Thursday, January 15, 2015
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
Friday, January 9, 2015
Saturday, January 3, 2015
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Saturday, December 20, 2014
Sunday, December 14, 2014
is there an appropriate way for you to dress for the movies ? for instance, if you had to compare and contrast fillums about country matters ...
ray bolger
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOiw0bHI4Cc
martha graham
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmgaKGSxQVw
basement jaxx
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrOKI0qZ4Dk
Friday, December 12, 2014
Thursday, December 4, 2014
3BT
A rarther ragged looking buzzard sits motionless at the centre of a village cricket pitch, facing the passing traffic on a busy road.
Yet another stranger reads the word cheese on the front of the truck and performs the appropriate facial expression.
I ring a doorbell and the girl who opens it has big bright laughing eyes and a fully freckled smile.
Yet another stranger reads the word cheese on the front of the truck and performs the appropriate facial expression.
I ring a doorbell and the girl who opens it has big bright laughing eyes and a fully freckled smile.
Sunday, November 23, 2014
Saturday, November 22, 2014
Saturday, November 15, 2014
Sunday, November 9, 2014
AN ODD CONVERGENCE
I have woken early, immediately known I cannot go back to sleep, and then knowingly gone to the station at Clapham Junction far too early to catch the first train on my journey west.
The coffee shop will not open in time, although nowadays I am not an addict. So I mope and loiter, on
the street and then in the street-level precinct, before proceeding along the deserted passage towards the platform, passing other staircases to other platforms as I
go.
At the foot of the very first staircase, a tiny movement “in
the corner of my eye” catches my attention.
It is a tiny grey mouse. I can’t
remember the last time I saw one, and so I stop to stare.
How very like a toy mouse.
In the shadows this grey fluffy ball of energy is only just visible,
smaller than a table-tennis ball, whizzing to and fro in its state of perpetual
hunger, whirring legs out of sight, the long tail held dead straight and horizontal, the
eyes mere pinpricks of reflected lamplight.
Footsteps approach in the echoing passage and my reverie is
broken. I become self-conscious about my
fascination and turn to leave.
And I find myself face to face with a very pretty bouncy strutting bright-eyed
teenager, going home in party clothes. On her nose
she has painted a black spot, and beneath it she has sketched out with mascara
some cat’s whiskers.
Friday, October 31, 2014
3BT, no, four ! no, five !!!!!
In the wee small hours, a small bespectacled drunk with a
rasping Balkan accent gets on to the night bus as i’m going in to work, and he refuses
to show a pass or a ticket. He stomps to the back seat of the bus and sits down with his arms folded. When the
driver stops the bus engine and asks him again, the drunk accuses him of being insulting and untrusting, and
the air turns blue as he vainly attempts an appeal to the silent passengers for
sympathy. The driver opens the doors and
very politely asks him to leave, but the drunk refuses with another flock of
expletives. Sighing, I get up and walk through
the bus to have a word with the man. I could probably pick him up and carry him out. Instead, i sit quietly beside him, tell him the only rude person on the bus is himself, and then i remove his spectacles and get off the bus
myself, and walk briskly away in the direction of travel. He follows in something of a panic, whining
that his glasses cost over £300. With a
smile, i stop and hand them back, and then skip back on to the bus. As the driver shuts the doors, which always
seems to take forever, the drunk rushes up and gets one foot on the threshold,
but i place my hand in the middle of his chest and out he goes again ! And off we go.
( Earlier, at Clapham Junction, a cherubic young woman wearing tiny red devil's horns was practising some really elegant dance moves by the bus stop for ten minutes ... and she really could dance ! )
( Earlier, at Clapham Junction, a cherubic young woman wearing tiny red devil's horns was practising some really elegant dance moves by the bus stop for ten minutes ... and she really could dance ! )
Later, at first light, Ashdown Forest turns pink.
The loved one struts in from a good day at the library and presents me with "Enemies At Home", the latest Lindsey Davis.
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Sunday, October 26, 2014
Saturday, October 25, 2014
Thursday, October 16, 2014
ashdown forest
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashdown_Forest
most days of the week, often before seven, i cross the ashdown forest on my way from gatwick to crowborough
this week, because the loved one is away in japan, my sleep pattern has been chaotic
i sometimes wake up two hours earlier than my alarm time ... which is three
so this morning i was suddenly afflicted with sleepy body and mind and just had to stop the truck
i walked from the road across to friends' clump, only a few yards, to let the cool air and the scent of pine trees revive me
however there was no peace ... indeed, the noises of war reached me because i found myself discomfortingly close to a military firing range ... and they began firing off their rifles as if the taliban had just arrived
i thought it wise to walk away in case of stray bullets, but continued my journey in a revived condition
Saturday, October 11, 2014
van gogh ...how did he find the time to write so well ?
"What I think is so good about the moderns is that they don’t moralize like the old ones.
It seems coarse to many people, for instance, and they’re angered by it: vice and virtue are chemical products like sugar and vitriol"
http://vangoghletters.org/vg/letters/let574/letter.html
was marcel proust jimi page's wicked uncle ?
and if you think you might ever bother to read it ... here's a link to the discussion from melvyn bragg's epic series of discussions of everything under the sun ...
http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/p00548wx
Sunday, October 5, 2014
Saturday, October 4, 2014
from that series of poems that will lurk through the rest of your life, part 99
-
- In my craft or sullen art
- Exercised in the still night
- When only the moon rages
- And the lovers lie abed
- With all their griefs in their arms,
- I labour by singing light
- Not for ambition or bread
- Or the strut and trade of charms
- On the ivory stages
- But for the common wages
- Of their most secret heart.
- Not for the proud man apart
- From the raging moon I write
- On these spindrift pages
- Nor for the towering dead
- With their nightingales and psalms
- But for the lovers, their arms
- Round the griefs of the ages,
- Who pay no praise or wages
- Nor heed my craft or art.
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